Christmas came and Christmas went. Me here in San Francisco - Lane there in Hickory. Our first Christmas together is our second apart. ...So it goes. Mostly it's given me time to miss her, but also quite time to think. Somewhere along these past months I've started wanting more. When you want, want is what you get. Self fullfilled un-fullfillment, as it were. I know that to be true. I've seen it as such. Yet I forget (bad habits are bad like that). I think it's time to trade in that want for a thorough appreciation of everything I've choosen.