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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
hope yours is a good one

Define

Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Merriam-Webster's Words of the Year, 2003 - chosen for their frequency of lookup at merriam-webster.com. The list includes democracy, quagmire, slog and batten. ...sounds like a theme to me.

Key Holes, Pyraminds, & People

Sunday, December 28, 2003
At work I spend a lot of time making various charts using a lot of common symbols. At home I spend a lot of time making much more abstract things. ...So I tried to combine the two:

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The World is Your Gallery

Sunday, December 28, 2003
The Chronicle ran an excellent article about moblogging on Saturday. Tim Sullivan forgoes the typical sensational child-porn privacy moblogging angle for a story about what the majority of people are really doing with camera phones - sharing expression.
Now that's she's gotten her feet wet, though, Slaybaugh has begun to appreciate the art of the ordinary, which sites like Buzznet celebrate.

"I saw a guy who was documenting his climbing shoes, and it fascinated me, " she says. "When I started looking at other people's photoblogs it became almost addictive. It's like being inside somebody else's head. What catches their eye? Some people have baby pics, some have the contents of their pockets. It's a place for anything and everything."
It's worth a read.... And I'm not just saying that because I'm quoted.

New Marker Drawings

Friday, December 26, 2003
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Friday, December 26, 2003
Christmas came and Christmas went. Me here in San Francisco - Lane there in Hickory. Our first Christmas together is our second apart. ...So it goes. Mostly it's given me time to miss her, but also quite time to think. Somewhere along these past months I've started wanting more. When you want, want is what you get. Self fullfilled un-fullfillment, as it were. I know that to be true. I've seen it as such. Yet I forget (bad habits are bad like that). I think it's time to trade in that want for a thorough appreciation of everything I've choosen.

Divine? Setup

Tuesday, December 23, 2003
Wild Divine came yesterday. I wasn't really in the mood for that sort of gaming.... But the packaging drew me in. Everything is well presented with great artwork and a strange black felty plastic surrounding all the parts. Setup is fairly simple. You insert disc one, it copies everything over. You insert disc two, it copies everything over. Then reboot (strange for an OSX app, but not a big deal). Once you've resarted, you can plug the sensors into a USB port and start the game.

...So you'd think.

On first run, the game forces you to register. This practice is becoming more and more common, as game companies try to fight piracy. With Wild Divine, you have to have the custom biometric sensors to play, so copying the game and giving it to a friend isn't an issue. Under those circumstances, forced registration seems a little strange. The only reasons I could think for having it were completely marketing driven. This was confirmed when I exited out of the game to register through my web browser. In addition to putting in the serial number, you're required to enter both an email address and a telephone number before you can play the game. The Wild Divine people seem like good well meaning folks... But there's absolutely no circumstance when I want them to call me on the telephone. Really, I just want to play the game they made. Nothing more.

...So I entered fake info.

Next, your supposed to get an activation code. Instead, I got an error. Thankfully, they're currently providing 24 hour 800 number support. I called and talked to a very tired sounding woman. She said there was a problem entering newer serial numbers into the database. No one could register. She gave me a fixit code. I was going to grill her on why they require my telephone number to play the game.... But based on the tone of her person, I think registering every single user over the phone has already made the sillyness of it all apparent.

wild divineThe emergency fixit code worked and, finally, I had myself a video game to play. ...Almost. Once activated, you need to check and make sure the hardware is registering you. There are three sensors, two that measure sweatgland/temprature things and one that measures your heart rate. My sweatglands were broadcasting beautifully, While my heart beat was no where to be found. A quick two fingers to the neck confirmed that it wasn't a user issue. The fingertip sensors that monitors your heart (it's clearly marked, and has to go on your middle finger) is considerably smaller than the other two sensors. My smaller than average finger wasn't hitting it properly. After quite a bit of experimenting, I was able to get it to work by either holding my hand so the weight of the sensor caused it to pick up, or resting my hand on the table (so the natural weight of my hands caused it to pick up).

Thirty minutes in to what was supposed to be a quick try out, I was actually playing the game. Needless to say, at this point I really wasn't in to it. I knew this already..... The thing is, the game works. It told me the same thing. An "event" where you juggle balls by getting yourself energetic and worked up, required no effort on my part. They jumped right off the screen. Starting a fire by relaxing wasn't working as well. I couldn't get it more than half way. A good 10 minutes into trying, Lane called from North Carolina. Two minutes into our conversation, the fire was blazing. ....And my faith was restored. I decided to quit for the night... and make a fresh start sometime over Christmas vacation.

Expect a full review of the game then.

Romance

Monday, December 22, 2003
"The blackout was fun. We lit some candles and played Zelda on my GBA"
SaladWith Steve

You Wanna Battle Me Kid?

Sunday, December 21, 2003
Matt one up's the author of BlueWizards with a far superior Joust poem.

Joust

Covering Your Tracks

Thursday, December 18, 2003
"In a high-tech cover-up, the Washington Post this morning reports the White House is actively scrubbing government websites clean of any of its own previous statements that have now proven to be untrue. Specifically, on April 23, 2003, the president sent his top international aid official on national television to reassure the public that the cost of war and reconstruction in Iraq would be modest. USAID Director Andrew Natsios, echoing other Administration officials, told Nightline that, 'In terms of the American taxpayers contribution, [$1.7 billion] is it for the US. The American part of this will be $1.7 billion. We have no plans for any further-on funding for this.'

The president has requested more than $166 billion in funding for the war and reconstruction efforts in Iraq and Afghanistan this year. But instead of admitting that he misled the nation about the cost of war, the president has allowed the State Department 'to purge the comments by Natsios from the State Department's Web site. The transcript, and links to it, have vanished.' (The link where the transcript existed until it caused embarrassment was http://www.usaid.gov/iraq/nightline_042403_t.html)."
Via the always wonderful Daily Mislead.

Blogger Folks Meetin' Up Tonight

Wednesday, December 17, 2003
A bunch of us Blogger folks are heading to the International Blog Meetup Day tonight at People's Cafe on Haight (1419 Haight St. to be exact). We should be there around 7:00pm. If your in the neighborhood, come by and say Hi.

St. Louis - Still No Place to Be

Monday, December 15, 2003
According to Morgan Quitno's recently released rankings, my old home town of St. Louis, MO has been de-throned as the most dangerous city in the United States - By returning champ Detroit, MI. It was a good showing though. When you break it down into population segments, St. Louis wins the 100,000 to 499,999 class easy (Detroit placed first in the 500,000+ class).

Good work guys.

Side Note: Neglect doesn't just take the form of crime. St. Louis was also recently honored as the nations most toxic city by Organic Style magazine.

Side Note Too: My new home town of San Francisco, CA ranks 8th safest, in the 500,000+ class... Right below big not so bad really New York, NY at 6th.

Evening

Saturday, December 13, 2003
Sometimes you think your going to see a birthday girl at a little party with cartoonists, but you're a day early. Instead you see an empty bookstore with the sounds of bad poetry readings coming from the back. That sort where it's all about stripping down the words till you're left with only trite emotion. "Hello Mother, I need love. Hello Father, I need love". In order to straighten out my deal, I bought a Charles Bukowski book and escaped to a lovely italian dinner with Lane.

Morning Noon and Night Rice

Friday, December 12, 2003
The other funny thing was that I learned how Japanese people talk about their meat. I had learned previously that breakfast, lunch, and dinner (in the typically literal Japanese fashion) are, directly translated, morning-rice, noon-rice, and night-rice. In this past class, I learned that meat is simply the animals name ending with the word for meat, so beef is cow-meat, pork is pig-meat, etc. Thus, the American Beef Association’s tagline “Beef: it’s what’s for dinner!” would be, literally translated into Japanese and then back into English: “Cow-meat: it’s what’s for night-rice!” That one had me falling out of my chair, but of course, it required a lengthy explanation to my two Japanese teachers and my German rocket-scientist classmate.
TokyoTim's got wacky stories live and direct from Japan.

Wild Divine

Thursday, December 11, 2003
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"Playing Wild Divine also made me more aware of the mental states that I brought to the game. Near the beginning of the journey, you’re asked to light a fire by breathing in sync with bellows that blow air on a pile of logs and kindling. The test is designed to teach the heart breath used by many Yogis to reach a state of balanced calm. Using a more Western language, Smith describes the state as one in which the sympathetic and parasympathetic systems of the body are working in sync with one another, without either one dominating. I found that lighting the fire was impossible in my overcaffeinated morning state. During my sleepier postlunch hours, I could generate a blaze in seconds." - Steven Johnson in Discover
That sounds like my kinda game. I'm pre-ordering it right now.
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
Good question...

Setting the Record Straight

Monday, December 08, 2003
Lies that Newsom would like you to believe about Matt Gonzalez.

December 7th, 2002

Sunday, December 07, 2003
Well, we're just about ready to leave for the airport. California, indeed.

"We're not party people, we're just lonely in big crowds"

Sunday, December 07, 2003
This year's work Christmas party was extravagant. There were suits and slinky dresses almost everywhere. It's not at all my scene. My voice gets lost in all the noise - Along with everything else. So I just watch... Looking for snippets of value in a carpet bomb of lights, music, and unfocused intention. It wears me down. Half an hour in I was ready to wander aimlessly around town - With the hope of eventually finding a CalTrain station. After some consideration, trading one lost for another didn't seem like the best choice. So I stayed and found familiar friends followed by a retreat to the lowest key room around. No costumed dancers and bright colored shots... Just two pool tables and some very large couches. And that's where I stayed. Sitting and chatting with Livia (Biz's shack-up) and enjoying a respite from the weight outside.

When I got home, Lane was already asleep. Snuggled up tight with a variety of stuffed critters. I climbed into the long since warm bed, traded a few half asleep kisses, and fell asleep wondering why I ever left.

Streetside

Saturday, December 06, 2003
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Thursday, December 04, 2003

Relive all your past glories at the Video Game Museum's Gallery of Video Game Endings.

Moral Majority?

Wednesday, December 03, 2003
In his trip to Baghdad, President Bush said he would have immediately turned around had his cover been blown. In trying to play up the secrecy and dangerous nature of the trip, Bush's aides said that a British Airways pilot spotted the president's plane...

But now it appears the story was a complete fabrication, designed only to hype the story. According to Reuters, "British Airways said yesterday that none of its pilots made contact with President Bush's plane during its secret flight to Baghdad on Thanksgiving... (via Daily Mis-Lead)
At this point, this sort of blatant manipulation of the American Public comes as no surprise. What I'd like to know, is where are all the Republicans who tried to impeach Clinton for a lack of moral integrity at now? Is lying to the American Public, with the express intent of deception, to change the feelings about war (in which people are killed dead), less of a moral offence for a sitting president than lying about receiving a blow job (in which no one died, much less came)? ...Or is their allegiance stronger to the Republican party than to the country they supposedly serve?

My bet is on the second.

Not that I personally feel that whole blow job deal is worthy of impeachment..... I'm just saying, these folks specifically defined what they believe to be morally acceptable and that acceptability should go into the top tier of measurements for a sitting president. To go back on that now, because they're on the other side of the party fence, seems more than a bit immoral to me.

Fear is the Mind Killer

Wednesday, December 03, 2003
"So I'm on a plane this afternoon, flying back from an extended holiday break with my wife's family in Florida, and I sit through -- for probably the ten-thousandth time -- the extended lecture on how to inflate the emergency life preserver in the event of a water landing. Like most of you, I'm sure, I've always thought that this speech -- not to mention the accompanying demonstration -- was a bizarre waste of time. How many successful commercial aircraft emergency water landings have occurred over the past twenty years? One? Two? Certainly no more than a handful, if memory serves. So the odds of you having to use that life vest are what -- a billion to one? Plane crashes are incredibly rare, but plane crashes where the plane goes down and then everybody suits up in their yellow vests and zooms down the inflatable slides, those are beyond rare."
Steven Berlin Johnson

Matt Gonzalez for Mayor

Wednesday, December 03, 2003
I like Matt Gonzalez. He's my kinda politician. He has a real plan for helping San Francisco's homeless - Which includes respecting human beings. His understanding of the importance of environmental issues couldn't be better. He believes that Art is an important part of the San Francisco community. ...And he's not afraid to call the competition "Fucking liars" after they deny involvement in a silly political dissinformation attempt.

That's exactly what it takes for my vote.

Paradox?

Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Today I erased a section of a white board full of very technical things. After drawing a large smiley face, with afro, in it's place, i saw the "Please Do Not Erase" at the other end. This was both the high and low point of my day.

Questionable behavior

Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Number of Chevron oil tankers named after Condoleezza Rice, George W. Bush's foreign-policy adviser: 1 [Harpers Index Sept 2000]
Monday, December 01, 2003
A site update is a pretty poor first post in three days... I've got no excuse. That's a lie. I've got a suitcase full of them. I'd rather draw than write. I'd rather hold paper than a mouse. Maybe I'm getting too much JavaScript in my diet. ...More likely it's just a phase. And really just an excuse. Stupid suitcase getting my baggage all mixed up.

Read this instead:

The Clinton Formula: Forget the left-center divide -- it's not 1992 anymore. Defend government. Fight smarter. Smile. Win.

Jane y/l/earns to rock.

Yoga crosses the point of no return: Doga

Upgrade

Monday, December 01, 2003
Thanks to the Hiveware Image Rotator, the top of this blog thing here randomly rotates through some nice pictures and drawings. Reload to see more and more.
More of my photos at Flickr...
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